TRILAAK Chapter 17
by Aashid

The mountains are yellow, the valleys are purple
And the birds are flying everywhere
This is the original home of my soul spirit
It is the place called Trilaak
It is the place that is crystal upon crystal within crystal
In thinking and being and knowing
It is the place of total illuminated existence
It is the place of my spiritual birth
My beginning without end
And my end without beginning
As we float we see and we absorb the sights
That are everywhere to be seen
We feel the touch that's been waiting
While we were gone
We knew we would return here some day
We have come here now
To be with our oneness
Even if only for a fleeting glimpse
Because it makes me realize I must work even harder
To do what I came here for
And clear away the mist that shadows the beauty
Of the existence of all human kind and other
We are the chieftains of our own existence and being
And we must reach out to see where we are going
Reach in to know where we have been
We love to know because we are the knowers of all
We just haven't realized the total that we know
And as we open and the realizations sink in
We are there to be with each other
To see the grandeur and the spectacle
That is all over, in, and through everything that is
And at the bottom of this is our thinking
And our who we are beyond this that brings us back
To this thing that we call "us, we, I"
You are because I am
And we must always realize this
In order to receive our just payment
In karmic expression
So that we can receive our spiritual overwhelming
That we so long to receive
Because we all know where we should go
Even if we are going the other way
And we must not do that
Because we must be stronger, and wiser
And know that the way we should go
Is the way we know we should go
And we all know what's real
Even though we may go for the unreal
Because it's easier and more instantly exciting
But in the long run
In the very, very long run
We must do what we know is our calling
And that is to be what we know is who we are
Because when we are and are, who we are
Then we will always be here and be on the time of this
Which is inter-dimensional and present in the moment
That we all share on this planet right now
No way to yes without maybe
Because on the way, you must cross the other
That is which that was
Maybe is just temporary and conditional
But everything else always was
When you think about it you know it
And you don't believe it because you didn't see it
Because you've been conditioned to be away from yourself
Because you are under the control of others
Other than your inner being
Because the others know that they need to control you
In order to keep their underlying reasons
The ones that are pervasive
So open up and come above that
And don't let everything just be upon you at all times
Because you don't even know it's there
Realize that it's always there and you know it
And then you can wake up and you can know
That this is another way to be
The way that you are when you were now
Under the being that trespasses
Through the intolerance of dream
And life, and luxury, and decadence
But that is not the way that you ought to go
Even though that's the way I have been
But now we're both on another path
Hopefully it's the one that leads to the within
Because that's where we belong don't we?
Can't you feel it in your own?
Can't you know it just because you're there with you?
How important is it to realize we're totally on our own?
Although we have everyone that's with us
When it comes down to it, it's just I and I
And you and we, and us and them
And those who are the same as all that I had said before
Because there is no difference
The separation more subtle because it is necessary
It is blatant only when absolutely necessary and provoked
But we must not provoke at this moment
Because this is a tender time
These are tender times in which we are existing
Where you are hearing this for the time that's being
These are times that we must watch closely
And not surrender to but cooperate with
For the betterment of all that exists with us
All that exists without us
And all that exists within us
For that's the way to be and understand the here, now
This existence which has been always up and to the moment
Which you grasp at it, and then it flies away
And there it goes!
The bird - the big spirit bird of all
The bird that soars
The bird that makes the shadows on the land below
The bird that covers the sky
We are the bird
We are the spirit bird which lasts forever
Into the eternity
Which is finite in its infinity
Drawing entitled "Labuga Land" (above) by Aashid
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