THE FIRST EYE Chapter 12
by Aashid

Where we live, we feel these things
Because these things are so important to us
Do you feel the things that are important to you
All the time?
Or is it only when it's convenient
At the moment of reception?
Way up here, we feel everything
And we intend to continue to feel
The most important things
Through all the time that ever existed
We have to know these things
Are coming through us for special purposes
We intend to carry out those reasons and purposes
So we can attempt this incarnation
Time and time again
So we can reach the other side and be intact
In all the being that we are
We won this one because we grew
And our growth was predetermined
But to live it is to realize that it is
Under the time of opening, we must come in
To the sound that encompasses
All that trickles through the masses
Of what we came here for
The masses of what we have already done
Wash it and then make it clean
And it will be exactly what it was
Even before the cleaning began
Because the essence can never be clouded
It is always pure, right in the center
It was many, many, many, many times that I heard this
But it was many, many, many times necessary
So that I can totally grasp the meanings of each word
Which came flowing into the eye
The eye that is first in the center
The eye that secretes, the eye that endures
When it's light, it's light
When it's dark, it's still light
If we know where to look
We can see the light everywhere
Everywhere we look and we see
The brightness of illumination
Lift up the words and hold them above your head
Then you'll understand that they're not heavy
They're just true
They are pure in their truth and in their direction
The exactness can never be
Because the true story we can never see
With eyes that are faded
Because of the mist that has been placed there
By the beings that we must continually deal with
In this holy dimension which we live in this day
That is here with us at this moment
As the future rolls on, we continue to ride the edge
The edge of the future is as far as we ever go
It is the challenge of our moment to go further
Into the future, further into the future
Until we move into eternal time
Eternal time is another force within
That comes around when we go around
And then it starts to begin, with hope
It is always here for the asking to receive the mighty glow
The glow is not fading but growing
Watch the glow grow, as we feel what we know
It enters the mask that we've created behind it
It crawls and it creeps
And then it removes the outer layer
And then we know that we are not asleep
Up to the rhythm of the mighty
I can hear the spirits roar
Come over here to my column
We've been here and you know this is our score
Well, this is just what I thought it would be
When I heard about it the last time, I said
"This is going to be exactly like what we have said"
Wonderful life dreams floating through
The entrance to my head
It is like pure, pure feeling
It opens up a new gate that I've not seen
The entrance to
I've only entered before this happened
Because I did not dare to be late
Why is this what you thought you were?
You knew that this was actually something
Other than what the dream was that you had
Because I feel like you are just like
What I knew love love should be
You are just like I wished
I wished that this was the way
My life eternally would be
Yes, this is why we came here
To fly through the open doors
To wander through the ages
And here we are, just like before, just like I said
Just like they all uttered
It was just me who said that we are the ones
We belong here with each other
This is worth more than you know
I was just counting when I laid my eyes on you
I realized the value in calling out your name
And then I saw another reason
And right down to me as an up-and-out scene
Right down to me was a new being in control
It was the inner control that passed through that
And through that
And when it came back, it was just like I knew
And then it was up through the walls of temptation
And back through the evil spirals of hate
I've never known that before, I won't ever know that
Because I'm not in that type of space
It is another type of space we need and must occupy
Because we are the hopes for eternity
We are the ones in charge of this
Because we have a reality between you and my other
I've been born to this twice
And I know of this a million times
A million times as intense as the upper level
Below the reasons of existence
I saw it come floating by
And when I said, "Come here"
It said, "I guess, I guess"
It must be the real you that's coming out to talk to me
Because I know you when I see you
I recognize your tender touch
Because you're always here with me
We've been through this and we're going through this
And we're actually in the middle of more than this
Up here in those actual darknesses
Are little faint glimmering lights
When you understand the darkness
You can head right into that light
You can enter and fall through the center
Into the muddle of the Most High's smile
And then come back and tell me, tell me how it felt
To enter into the Most High smile
Up, and then you come to the river and you say
"I think I'll walk across because
I think this water is probably healing
Because it flows so smooth, it flows so swift
And it has a chill that penetrates beneath
The center of the bone
And, it feels like
It is the reason for walking on this earth"
To walk through this holy water
And have it touch my wholeness
And my emptiness, and my fullness
And my quality, and my dry interior
I think I am part of this river that we cross
Because I feel as though I'm one with everything
And you feel as though we're one
And we're one with each other
So let's look up and realize
Let's hook up and tower over these lies
That have been put in the place
Of what we needed to know
I think it's a wonderful "Trilaakian" saying
"I want to be, I want to be"
It was like it was one thing that came over us
And then it totally encompassed the quality
Of our intention to extinguish our being
By living the wrong life
And now we know that we must live the life
That is our intention, that is our good intention
So we must be who we have to be, forward on
To the next level of our existence
Drawing(above) entitled "Fire on the Water" by Kristina V.
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